hung up

Last night I went ice skating with my 'friend' JY (the girl I was dating who just wants to be friends). I hadn't seen her in a month or so, and it was of course fun. But what I didn't expect was to still have butterflies for the hour leading up to meeting her...argh. I think I still like her in a way that's more than just friends. Another friend (let's call her MG) recommends that I stop seeing her. This might be good advice, if I want to avoid feeling like this every time we meet, but at the same time, she's cool and I like hanging out with her. I hope that I can one day see her as just a friend....cuz the way I feel right now, if she tells me at some point she's met this other guy that she really likes, I will feel like crap.

MG also says girls suck. :-P