End of another week
It is finally friday. These last two days I've been really tired, from getting up really early every morning...not used to it yet! I lead training rides for the team I'm on Tuesdays and Thursdays at 7 AM, so that's what is getting me out of bed. And on the other days I usually get up at around 8, which is highly unusual...I wake up and think 'wow...it is so early for me to be up on a day when I don't have to go biking somewhere'! It's a very strange feeling having all these extra hours in the morning. And last night I went bowling and drinking too, and was up WAY past my new bedtime!
Anyway, with all this extra time, I am getting a bit of extra work done at school, but somehow it is not proportional to how much longer I'm awake...gonna have to work on that. Maybe go to bed sooner? I think that would help with not being tired in the afternoon at work. That's the main problem...I end up needing a nap after lunch at school every day! What a waste of time. Then I try to think of the work at hand and I can't get anywhere, which, for finishing my masters with blazing colours is a pretty bad thing!
Another thing I learned today is that doing homework and working on Thanksgiving Weekend is not as bad as not having a pinky toe. Which I agree is quite true, and also it's much better than not having a big toe! But I have to say, eating turkey, potatoes, yams, cranberry sauce, and yummy desserts is much better than doing homework! Topping it off with lots of biking turns it into a nearly perfect weekend. The only thing missing is someone special to share it with...or someone special to go visit on such a perfect weekend.
Speaking of which, things are a lot better for me on that front. Finally the pain has gone away. Now I just think of her in nice ways, all the nice things we did, how cute she is, how much fun it was to be with her. I'm still sad it had to end, but I now understand and accept why it had to be this way, and I think I am over it. I only just wish I'd entered her life a year ago, so that it might have continued. So tomorrow I am going to send her a letter about stuff. She asked me a long time ago about the difference between like and love, and I am going to tell her my answer which I tried to do over the summer in a letter to her while she was on vacation, but it didn't make it in time.
I hope some time in the future we will live in the same city and can be a couple again. I think she was pretty perfect. And I love her. That is the end of talking about her in this blog.
Anyway, with all this extra time, I am getting a bit of extra work done at school, but somehow it is not proportional to how much longer I'm awake...gonna have to work on that. Maybe go to bed sooner? I think that would help with not being tired in the afternoon at work. That's the main problem...I end up needing a nap after lunch at school every day! What a waste of time. Then I try to think of the work at hand and I can't get anywhere, which, for finishing my masters with blazing colours is a pretty bad thing!
Another thing I learned today is that doing homework and working on Thanksgiving Weekend is not as bad as not having a pinky toe. Which I agree is quite true, and also it's much better than not having a big toe! But I have to say, eating turkey, potatoes, yams, cranberry sauce, and yummy desserts is much better than doing homework! Topping it off with lots of biking turns it into a nearly perfect weekend. The only thing missing is someone special to share it with...or someone special to go visit on such a perfect weekend.
Speaking of which, things are a lot better for me on that front. Finally the pain has gone away. Now I just think of her in nice ways, all the nice things we did, how cute she is, how much fun it was to be with her. I'm still sad it had to end, but I now understand and accept why it had to be this way, and I think I am over it. I only just wish I'd entered her life a year ago, so that it might have continued. So tomorrow I am going to send her a letter about stuff. She asked me a long time ago about the difference between like and love, and I am going to tell her my answer which I tried to do over the summer in a letter to her while she was on vacation, but it didn't make it in time.
I hope some time in the future we will live in the same city and can be a couple again. I think she was pretty perfect. And I love her. That is the end of talking about her in this blog.
posted by a bike rider in the big smoke at 8:13 p.m.
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