I wonder

I talked to my ex today, briefly. I still like her so much (love? i dunno...I thought so at one point, but I'm not sure anymore). It's not as though she doesn't like me anymore either, but the timing for us to be together is not right. I'm coming to terms with the fact that we can't be together, but I wonder if I will be able to continue liking her as much as I do and still have other relationships? I suppose this must be possible: when someone breaks up with someone who really loves them, the love doesn't just disappear does it? it must go on forever no? only taking a different part of the mind. Unless of course the person that's been broken up with ends up hating the other...but that doesn't apply to me.

The question is, can I convert my ex into a good friend that I really like and can talk to easily? I think that would be really hard. I would always expect more. But we'll see. Like I said in my last post, I think I need to meet some girls to replace her in my mind and see what part of my head my ex ends up in. But it may take a couple months to get to that point! bah...

So many questions...so many things I wanted to do with her... :-(