Worried

I talked to CC last night. It sucks only talking to her every 10 days or so. We talked about what's going to happen when she goes to France, and it was a bit depressing. I am really worried...especially since I've been looking for jobs there a little online, and there doesn't seem to be much. If I find a job in Toulouse, with her in Rennes it's better than being here, but it's still pretty damn long distance. We'd be able to see each other at most every weekend, if that. In Rennes there are no engineering jobs for me, at least not that I could find. I could try and find a job working at a photo lab or something, or for a photographer, but there are no guarantees for that. And it doesn't pay much, so paying rent would not be easy.

I guess I shouldn't worry about this just yet, we need to talk about it more when she gets back...but I can't help it, especially with her being so far away. I feel like we're growing apart. Things are getting complicated really fast, and it's rough.